Thursday, April 14, 2011:


How good or bad we've done, my love for you guys won't get affected.
I must admit that most of us could not concentrate well in class due to the awaiting of the results. Trust me, i didn't even study for physic test today cause my mind were all about the results. But I've promised myself, after i'm over and done with syf, i'll start back my brain's engine. I'm left with one or two more weeks till mid year examinations. I need help with my studies, but seems like theres no one interested in helping me, except for myself. I've been asking for help from my own friend but their reply seems to be rather harsh. All i could do is just to keep everything to myself and try to buck myself up even though its hard.
Was going through topic nine of maths ten-year-series when the bell rang and the clock shows that it'd reached 2pm. We were assigned to meet Cikgu Sharifah at 2.15pm. And so, without a smile from any of my girlfriends, they left the classroom while both me and Sha went to wait for Cikgu Sharifah outside of her staffroom. When both Ellina and Cikgu Sharifah came, we left the school, took cab and went to University Culture Centre. The speech given by the judges were extremely good, should have asked my juniors along so that they could hear and learn something out of it. I'm sure all of you should have known the results. For those who do not know, soon it will come to you. Northland is so 'small'. Hahaha. I can accept the result cause at least we achieved something, better than nothing. But, the 'disappointed' feeling is still there, but I've to put my strong front so that i could motivate my juniors to do better. I'm coming back next two years to help out for syf! Hehehe.