I'm lucky to have you.

2011-07-11T11:50:00.000+08:00

LAST PERFORMANCE YESTERDAY. AHHHH IM GONNA MISS YOU GIRLS. :(

2011-06-25T16:26:00.002+08:00

hallu hallu.

its been ages since i last updated. hahaha. been quite busy with tuition and stuffs for the whole month of June. i'll update this blog when i have the time or whenever i've the mood.

and yeah, i love my life now.

i hope you're doing fine.

2011-05-14T15:06:00.002+08:00

Hello Wello.

Ok, i'm finally done with mye. Fuh, it was a tough fight but i don't think i've given my fullest force. I took this mye lightly and i bet i will tear up soon after i get back my results. Tears of sadness, boooooo. After our last paper, which i didn't study anything for it, me and bestfriends went to Nex to walk around, release our stress. We walked around and came up an idea which is to watch fast5. Soon after we've reached the cinema, party-world ktv were just right beside it. Wah, temptation. Hahaha we were confused so we vote by majority and the three of us preferred karaoke rather than movie. So yeah karaoke it is. We sang our lungs out. Fazil even went crazy, he seemed to enjoy too much. At last i get to hear Nani's voice on a microphone. Hers and Faiz's voice, awesome ttm i tell you! Friday: marking day. I rot my ass out the whole damn day at home. At night, i was damn famished and so i pestered Fazil to accompany me to have my dinner at kfc. Hahaha. After our dinner, slept over at cousin's house cause she wanna lend my hand. Sound scary? Hahahaha. She wanna test her henna skills on me. Goshzxc, her art work is damn nice. Now i know who to look for when hari raya's nearing. ^^,

2011-04-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

HELLO READERS.

MYE is like one day away and i'm here using the computer for the last time. I'm gonna party hard tonight cos the next how many days will be my real mugging days. Haha nah, i mean i'm gonna update this blog for the last time till mye's over and also for facebook, i'm still reconsiderating whether should i deactivate it cos it's the majorrrrrrr distraction. For what i know, i really wanna pass this mye cos its my last and, i really really wanna see whats my standard. Had been studying at school after coaching till 6pm with bestfriends. I'm studying at school but when i reach home, boooooooom. Fb's on and i'll end up sleeping instead of studying. Home is just not the place for me to study, noise pollution plus distractions. I just can't wait to study with my girlfriends again. Maybe this Saturday? && i can't wait to go to Nani's house again. I miss my cousins so much! When shall we meet? Maybe after mye, june hols? I wanna go Malacca again. I miss the kampung atmosphere, seriously. I shall get back updating after mye alright. Tata~

problems after problems. suck it all.

2011-04-22T00:19:00.002+08:00

This best guy friend of mine owe me big time. Hahaha but thank you for lending me your lappy.

As ya know, its the 'off' day for Northlanders. We've an off day from school BUT not from schoolwork. We're having e-learning day where all of the teachers will download school/homework through asknlearn.com. The students have to do and submit most of the homework online. Everyone's complaining about how hard it is for them to do and how tedious the work is. Started of my day at 1am, i log into my account and i stared at the works given by my teachers. I was distracted by facebook and suddenly i felt hungry. Called up for mac delivery as sister said she's treating me. Aww she's so sweet. I slept and woke up again at 9am. Finished up my physics and off i went to Nani's crib with Sha, Ellina and Dwi. I managed to finished up almost every subjects with the help of my best friends. Thank you guys so much. At a certain time some went back home and it left with only a few of us. We watched movie at Nani's awesome room and we left her house with a full stomach at around 10plus. A big thank you to Nani's mum for the nice home-cook foods and pizza, i still felt guilty though. ^^,

2011-04-14T19:45:00.002+08:00

How good or bad we've done, my love for you guys won't get affected.

I must admit that most of us could not concentrate well in class due to the awaiting of the results. Trust me, i didn't even study for physic test today cause my mind were all about the results. But I've promised myself, after i'm over and done with syf, i'll start back my brain's engine. I'm left with one or two more weeks till mid year examinations. I need help with my studies, but seems like theres no one interested in helping me, except for myself. I've been asking for help from my own friend but their reply seems to be rather harsh. All i could do is just to keep everything to myself and try to buck myself up even though its hard.

Was going through topic nine of maths ten-year-series when the bell rang and the clock shows that it'd reached 2pm. We were assigned to meet Cikgu Sharifah at 2.15pm. And so, without a smile from any of my girlfriends, they left the classroom while both me and Sha went to wait for Cikgu Sharifah outside of her staffroom. When both Ellina and Cikgu Sharifah came, we left the school, took cab and went to University Culture Centre. The speech given by the judges were extremely good, should have asked my juniors along so that they could hear and learn something out of it. I'm sure all of you should have known the results. For those who do not know, soon it will come to you. Northland is so 'small'. Hahaha. I can accept the result cause at least we achieved something, better than nothing. But, the 'disappointed' feeling is still there, but I've to put my strong front so that i could motivate my juniors to do better. I'm coming back next two years to help out for syf! Hehehe.

2011-04-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

THE DAY WE'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR IS TOMORROW GIRLS. LETS DO IT!

2011-04-07T14:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 4YEARS 1MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, LOVE.

somehow i can't wait to get 18. hehehe.

2011-04-02T01:39:00.004+08:00

HOLLA. i know this blog seemed to be dead but i will try my best to keep it alive. hehehe. so yeah, as usual i'm just so f-ing busy with school stuffs till i don't even have the time to spend it at home. sometimes i randomly told my friend that i missed my mum and they will give me this funny expressions. hahaha. its 2++am in the morning and i seems to get back to sleep. oh no, insomnia. hahaha nah, i've slept earlier on and its normal for me. oh ya there's sports day this monday and i'm so excited for it! last sports day for us. all the best for my class! 23-25th of march: three straight days of Adam Khoo's workshop. it was my first time attending a workshop, it was kinda interesting as the trainer gave us motivational talks and there's also some hilarious jokes fitted in. the trainer had split personalities, at times they're ferocious, at times they're just damn hilarious. for whoever who had gone through this workshop will know whatever happened in between those days. the closing ceremony were the most heart-feeling moment. everything is over and done with and now i feel so motivated! :D malay dance: we're left with six days to syf excluding weekends. D: time flies so fast isn't it? instructor just chatted with me and he asked, "are you nervous for syf?" and i answered "yessssss!" i'm sure he's double the nervous. for whatever the circumstances will be, we must get hold of that GOLD! i've seen the efforts and i've confidence in everyone of my dance mates. another week of tremendously intense training, we can do it girls! i've just watched Rebecca Black's music video. my classmates kept on singing her song and they will sing it especially on friday which is just now, haha. i don't understand why the others don't like her but i found the mv quite average. i don't know her stories yet but she look kinda ok to me. shall go tumblr and read her stories now, hehehe.

2011-03-19T23:42:00.003+08:00

hello honeypie

it was the March babies birthday celebration. they wanted something special and so, they organized their own birthday party. i find it quite cute and cool. hehehe. everything were well organized and im quite impressed with all the decos and obviously the scrumptious foods that were made by the March babies itself. the most important of all, the birthday cake that were originally baked by them. it was yummylicious! currently I'm uploading the pictures that were snapped by my camera at fb. there's tons more from Noraza's and Aisyah's dslr camera. whatever it is, you guys, Noraza, Syazman and Rahziah did a great job! thumbs up for the three of ya!

March hols ending soon. another day to relax our body before starting back the engine. goshzxc, English oral this Tuesday. can i skip it? :/
we're gonna have intensive dance practices soon and I'm ready for it. the hols practice were average and i hope the up comings practices will be even better. best of luck to us!

2011-03-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

hey baby.

it's the second day of March hols. yesterday was a disastrous day for me. had a bad diarrhoea in the morning. i overslept and woke up at 11am whereas i should wake up at 10.30am for dance practice. was already late and diarrhoea made the matter worst. by hook or by crook, i must make it for dance practice. furthermore, it ends at 4pm. i felt much better after a light lunch and also after consuming panadol. i rushed to school and luckily, they were having break when i stepped into the dance studio. there's a lot of changes that instructor made and i hope everything will be finalised by tomorrow. i can't wait and i am ready for more intensive practices as i'm hoping for the best for my group. as for today, woke up at 7am in the morning and rushed to mac with Sean as i'm super late and bestfriends were there to wait for me. reached school and saw my beloved in class, awwwwwww. he wore his all-time favourite black button shirt with jeans today! he look awesome. hehehe. finished up half of his given homeworks and off we went to have our late lunch at Domino's pizza. thanks to Faiz for the treat! watched family guy, at last! hahaha it was awesome.

somehow, somewhat, i can't wait for this Saturday. i've planned on what to wear for that day.

i miss bf. :(

2011-03-12T16:47:00.004+08:00

hi readers

okay so i'm done with common test, gotten my results and its hols already! but i've planned my schedule for the week. shucks, i'm packed with dance practices, study date to finish up homeworks that actually i haven't plan yet with bestfriends and i'm anticipating for an last minute outing. gonna meet gf in awhile and i think i'll plan the outing with her and just text the rest. from secondary one till secondary four, i've never ever attended nani's fb/hockey tournaments before. and yesterday was the first time i attended nani's final match at republic poly to support her. was kinda awkward even though i'm close with mafiaz but still, i'm the only girl. but at least their jokes cheered me up. nani did a great job and i love her! on last wednesday, we had cereal day. ashvini's desire to eat cereal with all of us at school did came true. huhuhu. it was awesome ttm, but it'll be better if nani was around. last saturday, went out with my two belos, my loveable ladies. hahaha. we went to satisfy both sha's and mine cravings which is to buy the awesome/nice ttm popcorns! went to meet sister at town after the outing. went around the whole town like a mad person with her. one reason why i don't like going out with her is because of her habit of shopping. can make me go crazy. reached yishun at 11++pm and then had supper at rubinah and reached home at 12++am. it was second sister's 23rd birthday. made for her a home-made cake with the help of rahziah, sha, syazman and ashvini. the outcome was nice, thank you guys!

HAPPY 4TH YEARS AND 5 DAYS ANNIVERSARY, LOVE.

2011-03-01T17:49:00.003+08:00

SNAPPED BY ELLINAHUNNEY. HAHAHA.

Hey, its the end of common test! Fast or what. And now i'm currently waiting patiently to get back the disastrous papers that I've done. I've no confident in most of the subjects. But everyone does mistakes and will eventually learn from their mistakes even though its awful. I've plans with best friends for this upcoming Friday, so excited! It's either an outing with gf or an outing with Friday peeps.

I'm falling in love with Bruno Mars as each days passed by. Aww, hahaha. I love his songs.

2011-02-24T20:27:00.003+08:00

HEY THERE.

Goshzxxc, i should be studying but instead i'm here updating this blog. Never mind, i think i might be staying up till late night to get this chemical formulas into my head. I was not in the right mood today, sorry to those peeps that i 'accidentally' didn't smiled to. I'm not arrogant ok, this stomach cramp is eating me alive! Unfortunately, we had three papers for today. History, English and also weekly maths test. During history test, i didn't felt anything but when it comes to English test, stomach cramp started to act up. And yeah, i'm super-duper proud of my classmates because they did a great job for their performances during the senior showcase. Thumbs up for the performers and two thumbs up for Haziq, Rusydi, Fazil, Aisyah(Arashi), Salina, Syazman and the two beautiful emcee's which is Ashvini and Halima. You guys rocks to the max. I think we're the most hyper-active peeps at the hall cheering for almost every performers. Goshzx, what do you expect? It takes a lot of courage to perform at the stage showing off your hidden talents. Tomorrow, tgif! I likeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2011-02-21T13:56:00.003+08:00

Blue is nice but pink is better. ^-^

(20/02/11)'s post.

Good morning readers. Gosh i slept as late as 0230am and woke up as early as 0755am. That damn person who came into my dream turned my dream from a sweet to a bad nightmare. Screw you upside down man! I wanted to sleep as long as i want but somehow i can't fall back asleep after waking up from that nightmare. Preying hard it won't happen. Insya'Allah. Beginning of the year, i've promised myself to save some money at my beloved uss piggy bank but sadly i squandered my money on some stuffs. Useful stuffs i can say, especially foods! Common test starting soon, i'm gonna start to work my ass out. But to think out of it, how should i start with my revision when there's piles pf homework given everyday. I'll have to endure, endure and endure. There's worse to come, i hope i'm ready to fight this battle.

Do you wanna hear a story?

I have a friend. Used to be my closest friend, my listener, my advisor.

But now, i don't see the brightness light that i always see in that person.

My heart aches each time i saw the changes that person made.

(21/02/11) post.

i'll re-post when i'm back from mummy's therapy session.

2011-02-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

Oh, i think this is the first time i'm using this computer during the weekdays. Hahaha. Furthermore, i've my own reasons why i used it. Damn, i hate this feeling. And yeah, i'm back from a birthday dinner with dearest cousins. Celebrated cousin's 35th birthday. As years passed by, our age kept on increasing and by the time we've realized, we are already old. Gosh, thinking this way makes me scared. I don't want to be parted from my best friends. I love them dearly.

You're just as shameless as those bbbbb out there. So self-centered, people are hating you, don't ya realized that?

I LOVE YOU AND I TRUST YOU HONEY.

2011-02-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

HEY THERE.

Its 1130pm and its Sunday. OSIM! tomorrow. Goshzxc, i hope i wont get any monday blues. :/ I miss my usual outings on every friday night with friday peeps. I hope we could meet up this friday. Went Seng kang on the 11th Feb(friday) to have an overnight there with awesome cousins. Gaaaaaah, i miss the adorable siblings. Especially the makcik kpo. Hahaha. Over there, went to Rivervale mall to buy our takeaway dinner and we ate our dinner while watching 'Ngangkung'. After a few times of watching that movie, i still dont get what the movie means. Gosh, maybe what Kak aishah said was true, macam mane nak faham kalau mate asyik tgk hp je. Hahaha. Had fun and laughter while watching tv and also plus talking to cousins. Slept at 2am++ and woke up as early as 9am++ because ive to go back home and accompany mummy to occ. Attended the high tea with aunties and cousin. I get the personal priority because i get to stand beside uncle at the second level while he was filming the whole concert. Much more clearer view though. But i pity mummy because she was alone at her table. Overall the high tea were ok, i'll upload all of the pictures at fb soon. Ok, i wanna turn in right now. Good night!

2011-02-06T14:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

I'm taking this opportunity to wish this wonderful lady of mine, a happy sexy 17th! I hope you do love the surprises we gave, all of this were for you. Specially and officially for you babe. Sorry for the misunderstandings. It were all part of the plans so that you would not suspect anything but still, Nani spoilt it. Ha ha ha. Nah, Nani did a great job to wake all of us up in the morning and all. The first birthday celebration that we made earlyyyyyyyy in the morning. I hope you love the cupcakes and also the dress. Ha ha ha. I love you babe, happy 17th birthday.

2011-02-06T13:57:00.004+08:00

HEY.

Hey ho, i'm 17 years and 8 days old. Hu hu hu. A lot of stuffs had happened recently and hey, i'm sure it will not get any better. I hope i'm not late to thank this wonderful bunch of peoples that had been putting a lot of efforts to make me happy on my big day. Ha ha ha. I've been quite busy for the week and that is why i have no time to update this dead blog. I would like to thanks my awesome best friends for the advanced birthday surprise. You all were so awesome, thank you all so much! Thanks for the two storey oreo ice-cream cake. It was so damn nice and yummylicious. Thanks for the bag, accessories and the nice big pink card with our pictures in it too. At exactly 11.15pm, cousins came over to surprise me. Ha ha ha. Thank you wonderful cousins for the delicious chocolate cake and damn nice well-decorated big black card with all of our pictures in it. So thoughtful of you guys, love you guysssssss! To my mummy, sisters, aunties and cousins, thank you all for the awesome mini birthday party. It did cheered me up as i were feeling rather down on my big day. Thanks to my elder sister for the issey miyake perfume and to my second sister for the pink baby-G watch. I have a wonderful bunch of best friends, cousins and also family members. I love you all to bits and pieces. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

Thanks for the wishes through text messages, facebook wall and also phone calls. Thanks to Nur Quraisha for the birthday wish at her blog. Hu hu.

2011-02-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

IT'S SO SADDENING. I'VE WRITE A WHOLE LOT OF STUFFS AND THEN POOF THE COMPUTER RE-START ALL BY ITSELF. GAAAAAAAAAAAAH. I'LL UPDATE THIS DEAD BLOG SOON.

2011-01-26T14:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

i've just changed my blogskin. & pardon me, i've lost some of you guy's link. i need time to get all of the links back. for the time being i'll link those who're close to me first. as in the ones that i memorised the links. huhu. my weekdays are getting even more packed than usual. i don't even have time for myself, sad enough huh. i'll always come back home later by 6 or 7 pm. sometimes i pity my mum cause i've no time for her. cousins, i'm really really sorry. i know i've been rejecting whenever you guys asked me out, i've packed schedule. i've homeworks almost everyday and i'm lack of time. i'll reach home late and i must straight away start on my assignments. so so sorry and just so you know, i miss you guys so much. i can't wait for the 2nd and 3rd of February.

& i miss baby so much. i don't know when is the next meeting, i'm looking forward for the day to meet you.

2011-01-18T16:08:00.002+08:00

Skipped school for today. Down with flu and fever. Sigh, i'll always get sick and i think it's because of my bad habit of eating ice. Hahaha, thats what my mummy say. Umm, so far i'm adapted to the new routines which is hard core practice for dance syf and also never ending coaching everyday after school. There's no coaching for every Monday but i'll try my best to stay back after school to finish up my assignments and rest for a short while when i reach home. So today i didn't went to school and i think i've missed alot :( shucks. Went to the clinic and doctor says i must have a plenty of rest. Currently Salwa's here and i'm waiting for the Macdelivery. After that i'm gonna sleeeeeeeeeep! Die die must study tonight.

I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT, RUZAINI. :(

2011-01-04T21:48:00.003+08:00

HEY.

Goshzx, today is like the tiring-est day ever for me. I don't know why, it's like all of a sudden i'm being pushed hardly to give all my best shot and also memorize new steps at the same time also. And all of a sudden again, i have to recall back the other steps immediately and end up, i failed. I wanted to give my very best but they seems to not understand the situation.

Today is the first day of school, so should i say 'yeah' or 'nooooooo'. Umm maybe i'll choose nooooo. Goshzx, O levels mannnnnnn. I'm scared, really am. Went to school with mafiaz+gfs=bestfriends today. I love them, our friendship are changing. Becoming more like sisters and brothers. ^-^ And i love my form teacher, wheeeeeeeeee. I hope i could manage with my schedule because i know my schedule will be damn pack and i hope R won't mind. I miss him, his presence at school, his face.

girl: wanna know something?

guy: what?

girl: you're the sweetest thing that ever happened in my life.

2010-12-29T12:17:00.004+08:00

Hello.

So yeah, a few more days to new year and school will re-open too, shucks! Somehow i'm not looking forward for 2011 because i know and am very sure there will be a looooot of changes. Good or bad? Nah, not sure. Wow, O levels year. Must give a lot of concentration on the weaker subjects. Gaaaaaah, scaredddddd. Bf also will be posted to his new school. Sure will miss him damn a lot. Will miss his presence at school. Like duh, i'm used to have him by my side everyday at school. Since 2007 till 2010. Wah, I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUU. Sob sob.

My last weekends were spent wisely with both loveable family and beloved friends.

Saturday:
Woke up quite late because of yester-night. Listened to MisteriJam 12 with dearest mummy, hahaha. Sister made a last minute plan to ecp. Wanna fly kite there. But when we reached there, the clouds started to turn grey. And it rained heavily, all plans were cocked up. So we went back home. Took quite a number of pictures. While uploading it at facebook, sister asked me to accompany her to her friends engagement and then we went to Nabins at arab street to chill. It was the first time i hang out with my siblings at night. Obviously, i'm under age what. Luckily reach 16 already -.- hahaha.

Sunday:
Went to Sean's house to 'celebrate' christmas. Hahaha. Nah, we went there because he invited us to have lunch. So called like christmas lunch. As usual, only the usual(s) will go. We enjoyed ourselves there singing/dancing/laughing at each other's nonsence. Faiz were there too, its been a long time since i last saw him. Busy working whattttt. Hahaa. Sean's mum is a great cook, i love the chicken! After saying goodbye to Sean, the rest went Tampines while i went back home. Sister's plan to actually fly kite were cancelled on that day also because it was kinda late already when i reached home.

On Monday accompanied mummy to a dinner with an veteran Indonesian actress. Mummy get a chance to take a picture with her and shes happy. I'm happy when shes happy. Her dream came true, i love you mummy.

*Girls, if a guy pauses a video game to just text you back, MARRY HIM. ^-^

2010-12-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hey its 1130pm. My days are beginning to be much more boring-er as each day passes. Gaaaaaaah. I wanna go out but i'm broke. Haha. I've been missing A LOT of peoples lately. Oh yeah, i attended Kak aishah's ex secondary school band concert at the esplanade on the 21st of Dec. She's in the alumni section. It was splendid! Good job cchysb. Proud of you guys. We'll be having our own self-dance practice tomorrow at *somewhere*. I miss my dance mates thisssssssssssssssssssssss much.

HAPPY 19TH MY DEAR SITI KHADIJAH. (L)

Alamak abang, tunggu lu punya delivery perut lapar pun dah kenyang. -.-

2010-12-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

Heyhoooooo.

Gaaaah, i'm having fever. Tried my best to cure myself, muahahaha. And alhamdulilah i'm feeling much better now. Of cos with the help of medicine i'll feel better but the medicine effects last for only six hours. I don't wanna fall sick again, hate it damn much. There's a big possibility i'm going out with sister tomorrow at 5 to 6am in the morning. Hahaha. Auntie came over here and we're planning to take chalet for next year's chinese new year holidays. Can't waittttttttt. And yeah, brother-in-law kept on giving me and daddy his un-used soccer jersey, for now i've a long sleeve and also a tshirt jersey. Daddy looks cute in jersey, never saw him in a soccer jersey before. Hahaha. Next, i want liverpool's jersey pleaseeeeeee. Huhu.

Muhd Ruzaini, miss yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2010-12-16T23:48:00.003+08:00

Met up with those awesome peoples up there. Actually wanna ask more people along but, i've lost most of their numbers. I'm really really sorry for the rest cause this kinda last minute and i hope you all won't feel offended. I miss the rest of my primary school friends too. :D
Met the girls at yishun mrt station and we headed off to town area to collect my pay. It was awkward for the first start but we get to adapt ourselves after quite a number of topics being called out by each of us.We walked around Mark&Spencer, were bored and we decided to took the train and drop off at city hall. So yeah, that's the plan. Reached city hall, we had our 'light' lunch as we've promised to eat dinner with the guys. Chill-ed at Mac'donalds, we shared quite a number of stories. Both personal and old time stories. Gaaaaaah, old memories. When we train-ed back to yishun, we were kinda late for our meeting with the guys. Huhu, that's girls alright. Went to Pastamania to have our dinner, and again we talked abut the past. We laughed and share our present stories too. Might be meeting them again after their N level results. Talking about ex primary school mates, I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL/CLASS/BEST/GREATEST/ FRIENDS a.k.a the kentalians. Huhuhu~ I miss my closest friends especially.

ALL THE BEST TO WHOEVER TAKING THEIR N LEVEL RESULTS TOMORROW, ESPECIALLY TO BABY. :D

2010-12-13T15:07:00.003+08:00

Currently im waiting for the repairman to repair my computer. So i'll be back soon alright. :D

2010-12-09T10:46:00.003+08:00

Hey.

I will not update this blog for quite sometime. Nah, maybe by next Monday i'll get to update. So yeah, went out with Friday peeps except for Nani. Gaaaaaah, i miss her and her lame jokes. Went to orchid country club to play bowling. Goshzxcv, i'm not freakingly good at it and i hate bowling for now. Hahahaha. Took cab and went to lsr with Sha and Haziq. Spent for about an hour there and we had our dinner at the nearby Macdonald. Then we went back home. Both me and Sha shared alot of stories together. Aww, i love her. ^-^

*yeah! you can carry me now.*

2010-12-07T17:04:00.003+08:00

I'm so freakingly bored right now. Wanted to go out, to northpoint only with Aqeil but sadly he's asleep. Hahaha. No plans with baby and am dissapointed. Nah, nevermind. I miss him so much. :(

HAPPY 3YEARS 9MONTHS OF BEING TOGETHER. (L)

2010-12-06T13:07:00.005+08:00

Hello

My computer officially broke down on me and i gave up repair-ing it myself. Ergh, might be sending it for repair when sister are back from Japan. Talking about her, she missed call me a few times and also texted me asking me to tell my mum to call her but then when we tried calling her, we can't get through. Yesterday night were horrible. Had stomach cramps and it led me to insomnia. Shucks, i slept quite late, damn late. Spent the whole morning recalling the damn past that i hate. But what to do, it's the fact and i've to accept it and furthermore, it's in the past. Should just leave it all behind and look up for the future, buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih. Gaaaaah. I'm feeling quite nervous for this Thursday. Hahaha. I hope my cramps will be away by that time.

I miss you, Ruzaini.

2010-12-01T11:37:00.002+08:00

Sister leaving for Japan tonight. :(

Gonna accompany her buy camera now, will edit this post soon.

Re-edit.

Ok, i'm done dolling up. It's 0754pm right now and i'm going out in a few minutes time. Woke up at around 1041am by Grandma's naggy but sweet voice. I like it when she woke me up, i'll definitely will immediately open up my eyes and it'll startled her. Then sister asked me to accompany her buy camera. So washed up, went harvey norman and sister bought Nikon L110. I'm so jealous. Hahaha. Then we went to Chong pang to have our very very late breakfast. My days are damn boring nowadays. Gaaaaah, wanna go out soon. I wanna meet my girlfriends.

*a hug under an umbrella and it's raining*

2010-11-28T18:58:00.003+08:00

Hello beautiful peoples on earth.

So yeah, i've made up my mind. I'm not gonna edit that post. Hahaha. Currently feeling damn low. Sigh. Yesterday supposed to be a day out to Little india with dearest mummy but plan were cancelled due to auntie coming over. At the same time sister asked me to accompany her to attend a wedding reception at Telok Blangah CC. Goshzxc, so damn far or what. So we were figuring out how to go there, at last we asked mummy and she told us the direction. Took the train, drop at Outram Park and sister's bf fetched us. The wedding deco were fabulous, damn nice. Sister's bf sent us back to Outram Park mrt station and we trained to Bugis. Did some shopping and i'm not that satisfied. I can't wait to shop with gf. *kening naik2* Sister wanted to try drinking the Koi bubble tea, so we actually bought that drink. Damn, theres a lot of people. Then suddenly sister was craving for Thosai at Little india. -.- Cab-ed to Little india, ate thosai and cab-ed back home. What a day, goshhhhhh. Damn tired but still i force myself to stay awake for my dearest.

Feeling damn low and i can't help but to just stay away from you and them. Gosh, hati terluka. How can this happen, i know i'm not compatible. That's all, goodbye.

SHAAAAAAAA! AKU DAH UPDATE UTK KAU OK? ;D
takde orang nak write psl aku kat blog die. boohoooo. hahaha.

2010-11-26T00:50:00.002+08:00

Di Di Bo Di, Dibodibodi. :D

I actually have a lot to share with you, bloggy. But somehow, someone's waiting for me so i've to go now. I'll edit this post soon. :D

2010-11-19T00:45:00.003+08:00

I miss chalet, i miss the fun we had. Will edit this post veryvery soon.

Editted.
It's been a week plus since i abandoned this blog. Hahaha. My computer broke down on me, boohoo. :( My account were attacked by virus. Luckily sister let me use her account or else, i've to just depend on my handphone which is not satisfying. So yeah, a week had past and i reallyreally miss the fun time we had at chalet. Why do i miss it? Maybe because the bonding we had during the chalet moments. The late night talks, 3D2N are just not enough. Maybe after Os, alright bestfriends? On the second day, we had some photo shoot sessions. Almost everyone wore black and it's super duper cool. ^-^ And now, i miss my bestfriends super much! There's a big possibility we're meeting later on. Sha and Nani have tumblr, i don't. And i find it quite interesting. Should i make one? Hmmmmmm.

I love making ribbons. :D

Okay i think i've to go. My apology for not updating this blog. Well, i don't think people are passing by anyway. Huhu.

*things are getting serious, i think i've fallen deep.*

2010-11-14T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hello lovely peepos.

Alright, i think i'm gonna update this blog before it turns rusty. I'm left with half an hour before i'm off to my room and get dolled up for our class chalet. 3D2N chalet, gerek or what? Hahaha. I think the rest are there, i'm going with dearest gf and NaniNano. Goshzxc, i'm so uber excited. I'm well prepared and all done. Everything on the check list are all fully marked, wohoooo. Oh ya, before i forget, on last Wednesday, we took our O level mt written papers again. Hmm, the paper was average i think? Kinda hard when it comes to the comprehension. After the paper, felt more relieved and anxious as i'm looking forward for an outing that were planned by a few of us. We planned to give Rahziah a surprise since she's leaving us for India on that very date. So yeah, everything went on well. Eyes went teary when she gave us a last hug, but looking on the brighter side, i want her to have an enjoyable holiday. After she went off, the rest of us found a spot to chill. I had ultra fun on that day.

Went out to city hall with baby on a lastmin plan yesterday. We walked around and yeah, it's been a long time since we went there. I miss him trucksload. I can't wait for another outing for us. I don't know whether it's a good idea but i want you to continue fighting for it. Whatever it is, I love you to bit and pieces, Muhd Ruzaini. (L)

2010-11-01T23:16:00.003+08:00

Ok i'm having a bad backache because i've been spending a long time staring at this wide screen. Haha, it's been a long time since last i played this computer for a long period of time. I'll usually log in to check my fb using my phone. Last Friday decorated some parts of the house for the big event helding on the very next day. It was my power ranger's birthday celebrations. I would like to thanks my bestfriends because they actually spared their time to stay at my house for the whole day. I hope they enjoyed theirselves too. Without them, maybe this party won't be that happening. Hahaha. So yeah, the first day of coaching was ok. I thought there will be any changes but nah, it's still the same. Had my dance practice after that and it was tiring. But i've to bear in mind, theres still a lot more tougher trainings to go. I'm selected for next year syf. :D

I'm going Melacca on this Friday till Sunday. I can't wait for it, i wanna leave my house soon! Yeah. Hahah, nah. I'll surely miss my power rangers. And gf will be going KL on the same day too. Somehow i'm looking forward for next week Sunday. Huhuuuuuuuu~

-One in a million, baby you're the best i ever had.

2010-10-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

Hello hello my name's Dibo.

Hahaha, ok i know that's random. Umm, so most prolly tomorrow is the last day for nss students and also for other schools i think. But unfortunately, not for us. :( We still have to attend school for the whole of next week for coaching. Nah, nevermind. As long as we're together, i'm way ok with it. After that dreadful week, we can enjoy! But not fully, i've a lot of stuffs in mind right now. And plus, i'm hungry. Siannnnzzzzz. Third audition starts on this Friday and i'm nervous, idky. Maybe because it's the last audition and it determines whether you're eligible to go to the next level. I've no confident at all. But, there's no harm trying. And yeah, we've planned for our dancers outing. Yeaaaaaah, i can't wait for it. It's 1256am in the morning and i didn't even yawn from just now. I think it's because of the 'short' nap i took earlier. Was supposed to go northpoint to buy stuffs for Mr Chin's surprise but, it wasn't on purpose. I hope it'll go on as planned. :D

- i feel so demoralized. :(

2010-10-26T22:44:00.002+08:00

I think i'm gonna heed that advice, goshzxcv. I'M STRESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! :(

2010-10-24T23:22:00.002+08:00

Today(24/10)
Woke up early in the morning, went jb with cousins. Reached home around 1pm, slept and then woke up, received quite a number of messages. Went to Chongpang to check on some stuffs and then met Nani&Fazil, went to Northpoint's kfc to have our early dinner.

Exams over, results are out. Don't wish to talk about it but i love my physic's results eventhough i failed it. Hahaha, i do work hard for it ok, i nearly pass that paper. A few marks and i'll pass it. :( Atleast i did better than Midyear's paper. Life is oh-so boring nowadays. It's the end for the weekend for this week but fortunately, there's holiday tomorrow. School's having promotion meeting. Idk where to go tomorrow. Hmmmmm. I can't wait to go out for outingssssss. I think, i wanna make an outing for the dancers, yeah i should. It'll bond us together.

-walkie talkie. wooooooooooo, i'm excited.

2010-10-18T12:36:00.003+08:00

Saturday(16/10)
Was oh so bored at home. My day starts at 11.45am, i'll always wake up around that time whenever it comes to weekend. Checked my phone. Was dissapointed. Then i saw gf's text message. Moved my butt out of my bed, wash up, had my late breakfast and then played the computer till idk what time. Then randomly, had the feeling of going WW. So, text gf and she agreed. Met her at night and off we went there, just the two of us. Hahaha. Firstly, we took the wrong bus. Huhuuuu, but managed to go there at last. Spend the time gazing at the pair of star and moon at the sky, somehow it reminds me of someone. *wink*

Sunday(17/10)
Didn't have any planning for the day. Thought of going out with mummy but she was tired. So, planned with gf again to go out. We went lsr at night, to clear our mind and enjoy the cool wind blowing. Another day of dissapoinment. But seriously, thanks gf for making up my day. I hope you enjoy too. At least, you're ok. I'm still waiting.

So today's Monday. Had our last paper which is V.E. Went back to school just to take one pathetic paper. -.- Hahaha. Took our 30mins paper then had our breakfast at Macdonald. And now here i am at home, i'm bored.

I'm waiting........... I'm speechless.............

2010-10-14T14:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry for being inactive for quite awhile. Its the exam week, so yeah. Hahaha. Am left with just Physics and Maths paper two. And then, enjoy! Chey no. After fye, must concentarte on Os. Goshz, time flies so fast without us knowing. &&, i miss dancing with dancing mates. I miss you guys, i miss sharing stories with them. Have a lot of outings planning in my mind right now. But i'm concentrating on my date with R, class outing and also our ex school mates reunion meeting. Wheeeeee~ Met my old friend a few days back. Planned on where to go for the outing. It's still on discussion mode, can't wait to meet them. :D

R baby, i promise you that we'll go out after my exam. I know you wanna go out so badly, me too. I miss you so much fyi. :(

21st: one year.
you don't know how important you are for me. but hope you know that i've been loving you since before.

2010-10-07T00:42:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 43RD, LOVE! ;D

see, told ya. oh no, i feel like cryingggggg. :'(

2010-10-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

Ok, this skin is so simple. Hahaha, changed it because something's wrong with the old skin. So yeah, went on to a study date with my two beautifoooool ladies. After our so called 'study' date, had our dinner at kfc and took the bus home. I really really have to go, someone's waiting for me. Gossshhhhhhhhzzzzzzz, i miss ya!

seriously shameless.

2010-10-03T23:29:00.002+08:00

Friday (01/10)
It was the first day of a new month. Overslept, thought of going to school late but ended up not going to school at all. All because of mummy, she influenced me! Hahaha. So i missed chemistry's paper. Sigh, studied for it but didn't sat for it. Nvm, so after friends finished their school, carried on with the plan. Which is to celebrate Faiz's birthday. Surprised him and celebrated his and also Aqeil's birthday since Aqeil's birthday is on 02/10. ^.^

Saturday (02/10)
It was nephew's 2nd birthday. Didn't went out the whole day, slacked at home. Didn't even studied anything. Sheeeeesh, i'm dead. Hahaha. At night, had a mini celebration for dearest Aqeil, there will be a birthday celebration for him and his small brother at the end of this month, stay tuned! ^.^

Sunday (03/10)
Gf asked me for a last minute study date. Haha, decided to study at Angmokio's library since Yishun is so boring. Hahaha! Thought of buying the Koi's bubble tea but wow, the queue was absolutely loooong. As we ourselves know that our patience have its limit, we decided not to wait for it. Haha, made our way to the library and hit the book till 0830pm. Had our lunch at Popeye, it was our so called first time there and Sha made a fool out of herself. From then on, she laughed till we reached back Yishun. ^.^

And now, i'm left with a few days to fye. Have started my revision and i hope i've enough time to study for all subjects, insyaallah. The saddest ever part is, i'm left with a few days till R are out of the school. :'( Won't be able to go to school with him normally, see him during recess and meet him at our usual place after school. I'm gonna miss youuuuuuuuuuuu.

2010-09-29T19:17:00.002+08:00

I hope whatever happened today won't repeat itself. :(

Physic's test tomorrow and i need to hit the book now! Enough of rest, watched this scary movie called 'mantra'. geeeeeez, it was sooooo damn eery and scaryyyyy. Hope i won't have nightmare today, hahaha.

After this, i hope things will get better and you're making a good progress. Theres always me but i hope after this theres you and me. It takes both hand to clap, i apologise for what i did. I've always love you.

2010-09-27T23:19:00.003+08:00

Friday couple raya outing were the bombz! Didn't planned properly with R on which colour to wear and ended up, the both of us wore different colour. But fortunately, i managed to slot in the time and went back home to change. Hahaha. He brought along his small sister, so adorable. So yeah, we started the day at school. Like duh, its Friday! Haha. Played captain ball during physical education. And then blablabla, after school R and me went straight back home. Washed up, dolled up and then met the rest at interchange around 3+. First house were Faiz's. And then R came with his sister. Went to quite a number of houses and ended the day at Hanafi's. And guess what's the time when we reached Hanafi's house? Its around 11+pm. Haha! Safely reached home at 12am. Goshz, mummy and daddy were angry. Haha! But overall i do had fun indeed. I miss R, soo much. Things aren't the same now. Haiis. :'(

EOY coming soon, must start to buck up.

2010-09-26T15:29:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU SOOOO FREAKING BADDDDD. :(

2010-09-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

LOVE, ITS A SPECIAL THING. WE SHOULD CELEBRATE, AND APPRECIATE.

WITH YOU AND ME, SHOW THE WORLD HOW DEEP OUR LOVE ARE. NOTHING CAN EVER REPLACE THIS SPECIAL SPOT, IN MY HEART FOR YOU AS YOU'VE LEFT A MARK ON IT.

i love you like how i love my bantal busuk! :D

date checked: 21st of September.

a lot of stuffs happened today and a lot of teachers are on course. had some free period and Friday awaits me, i'm shiveringgggggggggg! can i not go? gooooosssshhhhhhzzzzzzz.

2010-09-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

BABYYYYY! I MISS YOU. :D

2010-09-20T13:22:00.004+08:00

This is some of the pictures taken fron yesterday's Raya outing with the coolios! Hahaha. Had ultra fun with them even though the starting was kinda haywire. But alas, i do had fun and the most hilarious time was when we're at Farhan's brother's crib. Wooooh, we karaoke till we forget that theres one more house to go which is mine. -.- Haha! Thats why some needa go back home and only 10 peepos came to my house. Watched Toilet 105, a ghost story at Nani's house and all of them shouted like hell when the ghost suddenly popped out. Even Nani said, "kalau police datang, aku tak tahu apa nak cakap". Furthermore, Nani's parents were not at home and they treat her house like theirs. Haha! Watched half-way and then continued to watch the ghost movie at my house. My house were the last and they decided to slack till quite late at night. Overall, it was absolutely tiring but a fun Raya outing. :D

I hope you had fun with all of us, friend. The gift is sincerely from us, please remember that you're still one of us.

2010-09-18T00:22:00.002+08:00

Wow, time flies really fast. We've reached the end of boredom school days. Haha, its Friday and i met my usual cliques, we had dinner together. Goshz, without Nani&Rusydi around, kinda boring but still we managed to filled up the empty spaces with full of laughters. Sarcastic remarks were given from each of us, especially Sha. Hahaha! :p A lot of people are having open houses for Hari Raya visiting tomorrow, maybe i'm attending or else i'll just sit back and relax at home. I'll try my very best to update this blog regularly, cause i'm kinda busy this days. Were lectured by Rahziah, i must start to buck up or else i'll regret. I will heed your advices, Madam! I know you gonna read this blog of mine, heeeeehs. I love you! Ok, its already 1233am and i think i should rest my head on my pillow right now, having a bad backache.

2010-09-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

I had a blast for this year first day raya meeting which is held at my house for the very first time! Alhamdulilah, everything went on well and it was well organised except for some stuffs that spoilt something at the very last minute. But nevertheless, everything went on superbly way ok. Didn't went out for the weekends as a lot of relatives had informed us earlier that they'll be coming over. Goshz, was damn lethargic when the sky turned dark. But still, i hold on my eyes, talking to my beloved. Hahaha. This few days, i've been suffering not from the outside but from the inside. I can't believed what i saw and what i've heard. It's so damn heartbreaking i tell you, i stunned the moment i heard everything. My eyes went watery went i saw something so expected will happen. I try denying but alas, i've made the decision to check on it, goshz. It took me days y'know, days! I've promised to myself, if that feeling came back, i'll let myself suffer. I don't want you to suffer because ........... i love you. Yes i really do. For now, no promises.

And now, i've to revise on my malay paper two. I totally forgot about it! Haiis, furthermore no one told us or even remind us about this. So saddening.

2010-09-04T18:34:00.002+08:00

September holidays starts from today onwards till next Sunday. & the happiest part is, Hari Raya is freakingly on this Friday! Wuhuuuuuuu. My house is halfly done on the cleaning part. Theres a big posibility that we're gonna clean up the whole house by tomorrow. Siannnx. This year's Raya gonna be a hectic one cause grandma's here and post prolly everyone will be coming here to celebrate Raya.

Theres a lot of homeworks to be done and i hope i'll get to finish up everything as soon as possible. Hahhhhs.

2010-08-31T20:46:00.002+08:00

Goshhhh, i miss that thang like sooooooo much. Make sure you come back to me most to most by this Friday. Gaaaaaaah, looks like i've to live with this old phone for a few days. Sigh. Nokia c6, i miss you soo much. Hmm, so yeah. Most of the schools today celebrated teacher's day right? Haha. Some of my ex schoolmates asked me whether i'm going back to my former school or not. Nahhhh, don't wanna go back there. Everything changed, the teachers also had changed. Haha. The teaher's day performance was average. Some of the performances makes us high while some not. After everything fully ended, moved our butt out of the hall and both me & R proceeded back home. Had some serious talk with him, gosh. I miss him right now. :( I can't believe that he'll be taking his N level papers and then, poooof! He's out of the school. Nooooooo. Time flies so fast, damn fast. And i've to endure not having him by my side at school. Gonna miss him damn much. :( Am looking forward to our 42nd. Heeeehs, i love you b. Gosh, i can't believed that HariRaya falls on next Friday, so fast. Somehow, i can't wait for it. Something special gonna happen, its my first time meeting someone special on a special day. I'm sticked to this love novel, a malay one. Hopefully could finish it up by a month, insyaallah.

(*)endure with all the obstacles that passed by us. we're gonna make it, insyaallah. if you're strong, i'm strong. if you're weak, i'm double the weak.

2010-08-23T20:19:00.002+08:00

Those are the pictures during our class outing to yog athletics final. It was the bombz! Hot guys and girls. Huhuuuuu, had fun cheering for them. Sadly, the games started at 7pm till 9pm. And we were forced to break our fast at the stadium, hahaha. So yeah, luckily some of us brought some water and biscuits. Alas perut katekan. Hahaha. In the middle of the game, around 9.15pm we went out of the stadium and headed to the shopping centre to have our late meal. Kfc, woohoooo! Atlast i get to eat what i've been craving for. ^.^ I love this part. All of the fastfood restaurant were fully packed so Fazil planned to buy takeaway food and find somewhere to sit and eat. We found this kinda dark place(but theres abit of light), we bought takeaway foods and ate there. It was funny but i cherished every moment with them. ;D

School were average today, the same usual routine again and again. Common test coming and i can't wait to go out with bestfriends this coming Friday, wheeeeeeeeeee~

-idky, i can't stop thinking about your past. :(

2010-08-19T20:21:00.004+08:00

Sha's facebook dead while my blog's dead. -.-

I'm here to update. Bising ah si boncet tu suruh update, hahaha. I love you, gf. ^.^ Hmm, so yeah, its the nine days of fasting and i'm proud of myself for being strong. Haha. School had been quite hectic and exhausting. R currently having high fever, i'll sometimes go to school with gfs or with his sister and then every recess will always sit under indoor sports hall to wait till recess over. After school will waste some time, either at school or somewhere else with bestfriends. Goshxc, received back our O level m.t results and i've no comment on my results. To be happy, or not to be happy. But whatever it is, i wanna say that, MY BESTFRIENDS ARE THE BEST EVER FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! Thank you for cheering all of us up, you all are the best of the best! ^-^ I love the 'i-don't-know' dance, created by Rusydi Syah. Hahaha! It did cheered us up. Oh ya, universal studio with R was the bommmmzzzz! Nice place and i enjoyed taking up the rides but, scary lahhhhh! Hahhhhhzzzzz. ;D insyaallah, plan to go there again with bestfriends. Huhuuuuu~

i think you've nothing better to do. bodoh.

-you know that i love you, i want to be the only hand that you'll hold throughout your life. :(

2010-08-13T12:47:00.001+08:00

Get well soon dear, :'(
it feels so suckish without you by my side.

2010-08-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Tomorrow will mark the first day of puasa. I can't wait for tomorrow's event at school. Woooohoooo. Gonna be fun, i'm sure about that. Hahaha. But the not fun part is that, each class, three boys and three girls are needed to run for this inter class game. I want to be part of it but, i'm scared if i can't take it. Goshxz, how? Haiis, we'll see about this. Ok i must turn in early for today. Will update this blog again tomorrow. :)

-gosh, mentang2 last day. you gave a hard one huh. irritating. anyhoooots, i love you berok. muacksssss.

2010-08-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i last updated. Chey, hahaha.

So yeah, as some of the readers know, the secondary three batch from my school went for their sec three camp. Three days two night i think. And the lower sec don't need to come for the whole of three days, cool huh. Hahaha. The school was damn peaceful i tell you! Hahaha. Only the graduating classes and plus the t.t sec four students must go, but i enjoyed those particular three days cause most of the time we have free period. Hahah! Oh ya, theres national day celebration tomorrow at school. We were given the choice to wear our school uniform with tie or red shirt. Most of my classmates wearing red shirt, sorry i have no red shirt darlings. Hahah. A few more days left to fasting month, somehow i can't wait for it. The feeling of eating together with your family members during break fast, woah! I hope i could fast for the whole month, insyaAllah. Fasting month had yet come but we've planned for break fast outing. I can't wait to break fast with friends at _______. Huhuuu, confirm kecoh!

I've slept for about two hour plus just now in the afternoon so most prolly i won't be able to sleep early today. Its already1213hrs and i'm not on my bed yet. Usually by this time i'm at my lala land already.

Rashes on the neck! Fishhhhhhhhh~

2010-08-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

I MISS SOMEONE SOOOOOO DAMN BADLY RIGHT NOW. :(
like this, how am i suppose to lead my life without you. boooohoooooo.

a pink flower and a letter.

2010-07-28T22:22:00.003+08:00

Ok i'm back blogging. See the picture up there? Hahaha, i can't recall back on why he was so damn furious with me. Hmmmmmm. So yeah, everyday is like a normal day to me. The same old vicious cycle i can say. Initially, was on the 'moodswing' mode for the whole of today. Shitzsxc, sucks damn much. Didn't make a sound and friends kept on asking whatsup with the sudden quietness. Especially Nani, hahaha. I apologise for the sudden moodswing today aye bestfriend(s). Somehow idky i have this yucky feelings towards you, sucha annoying not-needed-look-kind were given everytime we call out your name. Sigh. Maybe thats you, oh whatever. I think classmates are divided into half, the bondness spirit is not there anymore. I can sense it. :( Whatever it is, i love my girlfriends and mafiaz. I wanna start on my self revision soon, if i have the time. Hahaha. & yeah, i enjoyed our dance practice yesterday. The bondness between all of us are close now, i hope it stays. Love you all! :D

-I apologise. Fights&fights but i hope it bonds us closer. Please do smile because i know that tomorrow will be a beautiful day. A nice day to smile to each other. A warm and fuzzy hug is all i need right now. Nothing else matters because expectedly, you're on my mind always. BLB sooooooooooooo much. :'(

2010-07-22T17:40:00.005+08:00

Above pictures were taken yesterday. During our school's racial harmony day. I got to go now. I'll edit this post when i get back home. Somehow i can't wait for tomorrow's cultural dance exchange. ^-^

I'm tired of fighting, sick of crying. I'm smiling but inside, i'm dying. No ones understand me. :(

Editted-1046hrs.
Okay, so yeah. I'm back from ktph. Went there to visit dearest kak Aishah, i hope you'll have a speedy recovery aye? Love yaaaaa. So let me talk about yesterday. Yesterday was the boomszx i can say. Girlfriends wear blue except for Ashvini. For me, i wear a punjabi suit. Sha wear cheong sam, Shamira wear baju kebaya with jeans while Rahziah wear this 'pawade'(?) Hahaha. All look soooo gorgeous. Most of the pictures were uploaded at facebook, check it out there aites. As for today, had english and social studies test. Didn't study that much, sure fail. Hahaha. Today's last period were malay language. When both me and Sha wanted to leave the room for our maths remedial, Mdm Noor called us back and ask whether we've any tests after recess. Theres no test for us so Mdm Noor asked for our help. To do this cultural dance exchange thingy with the Semarang students. Somehow i can't wait for it. Ok, i think i wanna turn in for bed now. Nightzsx peeposssssss. ;D

p/s: kau perasan lah eh, seriously. i can't stop laughing, i know i'm bad. muahahaha.

-I'm sorry okay. Its just that i donwan to hurt you anymore. :(

2010-07-18T21:26:00.005+08:00

Goshszxcs, i'm sooooo freakingly tired right now. I want my comfy bed and pillow right now. Haha, after this maybe wanna finish up my letter writing and i'm off to bed. I need some rest, seriously. Friday, had fun with bestfriend(s) at night. Saturday, woke up around 12pm and i thought i was late. Luckily Rahziah called and said that she'll be coming later, so i quickly washed up, met Rahziah under my blk and off to Ashvini's house. Did some touch up on our maths pbl and i'm off back home. On the evening went to lower seletar with family members. Nephew enjoyed himself there. ^-^ Had dinner at np's food court and home sweet home. Today, woke up as early as 7.30am cause planned with Sha, to go jogging together. Met her at 8.15am and started our jog affair. Hahaha. Mostly we talked a lot, thats what usually happened when i'm with her. A lot of stuffs to share. ^-^ After jogging, went to Khatib's Mac to have our breakfast and i'm off back home. Rushed home, washed up and then went to auntie's new house at Tamp. Lastmin sister asked me to tag along with her to airport, to send her bf off. Followed her and then home sweet home. And i repeat, i feel soooooooooooo tired right now! I think i've typed a lot. Shall end here now.

Sorry cousins cause can't tagged along for the big walk.

I've known this a long time ago already. I thought it could end in matter of time. But what to do, i thought you understand but i was wrong. I cherished every seconds of us. You may not understand as everyone is equal to you. Just tuck all the blame on me.

-I'll get my revenge, wait horrrrrr.

2010-07-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

Skipped school yesterday due to some reasons. & yeah, sorry dancers for not attending dance practice yesterday. Hahaha. Start of the day was kinda cool, but somehow something unexpected happened and it leads me to the wrong wayyyyy. Haha, cheh. Wasn't on a good mood but eventually everything went on well for the sake of my Rahziah sayang. ^-^ Assembly today was average cause i had fun cheering for Rahziah. My dearest vice-prefect. Heeeehs! Congratulation Rahziah Begum. The secondary fours and fives were released at 2pm because theres briefing for the secondary threes. Went out of school, straight home, then went to Sha's house to watch this tamil movie. Hahahaha! Unexpected right? But yeah, we don't understand a thing but what we know is that, its a ghost story. Seraaaaaaaam! Hahaha.

RUZAINI, I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. :'(
what's happening? idk. i hope everything will be ok.

-i'm sorry about what happened. maybe its just foolish of my side. idk whats going on with me the whole day. i'm just sorry.

2010-07-12T15:57:00.002+08:00

I'M SO DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN.

I'M SO HURT HURT HURT HURT.

:'(

2010-07-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

Heyyyyy.

I somehow dislike/like today. Early in the morning, it was the worse. Sigh* Fought with tall boy for something small. Haiis. But i did had some fun with friends. I enjoyed V.E lesson when we were needed to have a group discussion, i laughed terribly today. Laughed till tears were shed. Hahahaha. I can't stop smiling when i remembered what happened just now. At least, my friends were there. Ended school quite late, after school went back home straight and waited for tall boy. Sorry gfs i can't join you all. I broke down suddenly infront of him, after some talk and everything were ok. Quickly get ready and went out with him. Like what i said to my guyfriend, "i'm happy when i see him happy." Yes i am, hahaha. I love you baby. &&, idky i kept on fighting with Fazil till all of my friends were irritated. Hahaha! We were threatened by Nani, if we're to fight again, both of us must buy for her chocolate. ^-^

Happy 40th, my dearest boyfriend that i love the most.

-please don't be like this, it makes me feel worse. try to be in my shoe and understand. i know you have feelings but, i do have one. whatever it is, it'll never change my love towards you. :(

2010-07-06T22:09:00.005+08:00

I miss outings with you.

I love the way when you hug me tightly.

I love the way when you look into my eyes and kissed my forehead.

I love the way when you said something that make me smile.

I love the way when you said, "i love you".

It makes me love you more baby.

Like what William Shakespeare said, "my heart is at your service".

The life and love we create, is the life and love we live in.

Tomorrow, the 40th.

2010-07-04T14:55:00.002+08:00

HEYHO.

Currently chatting with my old primary school friend. It'd been a long time since we last met. Haha. Chatting with him bring backs all the memories during primary school times. Huhuhu. So yeah, yesterday went out with family members to Geylang. Sister wanted to survey for hari raya clothings. I know it's still early but theres no harm right. Hahaha. Ate at Arnold's, walked around TKC, saw cousins and then home sweet home. Tall boy called me and ask for a meet up. So went down to meet him, he was tired so i asked him to go back home and rest. I miss him already. Hahaha. Maybe tomorrow going out with bestfriend(s). Weeeeeeheeee! I can't wait. I'll bring hotdogs alright. Hahaha.

Typical budak kecil. Merepek.

-my heartbeat were fast because you're hearing it. and fyi, my heartbeat tends to beat faster when you're infront of my eyes. a direct eye-contact.

2010-07-01T16:48:00.003+08:00

HELLO.

I'm so bored, just came back from school. Tall boy went for his soccer training and left me all alone behind. :( boohoooo. Hahaha, nah. Met him for awhile after school and then he went off with his friend. Went to Chongpang with girlfriends to have our lunch there, except for Ashvini&Shamira. Shamira had started her coaching. I'm so gonna miss her. Sigh* I love you babe! & i miss you soo much already. Hahaha. Gonna take our O level malay oral tomorrow. I'm so nervous right now! I hope i could make it, insya'Allah. Idky i feel like eating canadian pizza. Hehe, i miss canadian pizza.

All the best to those taking their O level mother tongue oral. ^-^

-jealousy taking over us. but whatever it is, i love you.

2010-06-28T21:32:00.003+08:00

Hi.

Saturday's performance at kkh was a blastzsx. Thanks Kak erika, Kak iftirah, Shamira and Mdm shah for the help. The make up and the dance moves all, nice! Hehehe. I love the make up for the day. After the performance, board the school bus and went back to school. Changed everything and went back home with Rahziah&Ashvini. Reached home, wash up and then went to wheres auntie's catering service were held at. Help out a bit and then reached home at about eleven plus. Goshzx, was damn tired. The next day was the big day, obviously theres a looooot of people. Tired, tired&tired when i reached back home. Today was the start of the third term. New rules and school getting more stricter. For our own good, we'll have to go with the flow. Ok, i need to finish up my history homework. Somehow, i miss history lesson, nyahahaha.

I'm so dissapointed.

Terkenangku, senyumanmu. Detik pertama berseminya cinta.
Kian tiba, penghujung waktu. Saling berlinangan pilu.
Setia, ku menyayangi, tiada ku kesali.
Walau kian hanya berteman, seribu kenangan~
Bagiku terlalu indah, setiap detik bersama.
Rela akhirnya ku terluka. Dari ku, hidup tanpa kenal cintamu~

-every beautiful moments with you, makes me love you even more.

2010-06-24T23:45:00.003+08:00

I wish one day you will miss me terribly that no matter how hard you look for me, you won't find me. Why? Because, i want you to miss me the way i'm missing you right now.

I think about you constantly, whether it's in my mind or my heart.

I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU.
i really do and i feel so terrible. :'(

2010-06-23T18:08:00.002+08:00

HEYYA.

Ohman, it's the last week of school. Homeworks still not done, nyahaha. & yeah, gonna perform at kkh this Saturday. I know it sounds weird but, yeah, we're performing. The dance steps, all choreograph-ed by Syafiq. I'm impressed, i hope everything will go on well on that day. After that then must rushed to 'work'. Hahaha, gonna help auntie with her catering service. I can't wait for Saturday but i donwan holiday to end that fast. :'( boohooooo.
I went for today's practice alone since Sha's not in Singapore and Shamira not performing. Quite sad. Today's practice ended quite late but alhamdulilah we managed to finished up the song. After practice the blue sky started to turn grey. Goshzsx, then we waited until the rain stopped. Sat at the hall, talk and talk. Then went back home but half way through, it rains again. -.- i was drenched when i reached home. Took a hot bath and wear this long sleeve shirt which makes me feel more comfortable. Hahaha. ^-^

Namun kan ku tunggu sampai kau mahuuuuu~
Jangan-jangan kau menolak cintaku.
Jangan-jangan kau ragukan hatiku.
Ku kan slalu saja menunggu, untuk jadi pacarmuuu~

-i love it when you hold me tight. you just can't stop kissing my hair and end up eating it. muahahhaa. thank you for the second time. more nice pose soooooooooon.

2010-06-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

Currently am just feeling bored. Sigh* Stayed at home the whole day. Sianz, nothing better to do. Maybe going out tomorrow. Maybe lah not sure. School starting soon and assignments are not done. Good job! Hahaha, will finished all of them up soon. Met my tall boy yesterday. At last, after one week of not meeting, i miss youuuuuuuuu. Had fun, mostly we watched soccer. Derrrr, like always, soccer maniac. HAHA. All the best for your tournament tomorrow aye baby. I promise i'll go for your finals if you get through. *wink*

"Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu."
Yeah, it's hard accepting your past. Eventhough it's a looooong time ago but still hearing everything makes my heart weaker.
"Ku ingin selalu bersamamu"
It gets weaker day by day but still it can be cured. Just continue to be honest and truthful. I appreciate your love,care&concern.

-Your breath on my ears, your warm gentle kiss. I taste the truth....

2010-06-17T20:07:00.003+08:00

Last tuesday supposed to meet bf but it was cancelled and instead both me and my cousin went to Sembawang Park to chillax. She wanted to go there to relax her mind so we went there together. Had a relax piece of mind there, with the wind blowing through my hair. Nice nice, i love the scenery. We talked and share some stuffs together. We went off around 6plus and then proceed to Northpoint. Walked around then went back home. At night Khadd called and asked to go along with them to Sembawang. And then we went to Yishun Damp. This time Kak aishah drived. ^-^ hahaha, first time. Am proud of her. On Wednesday had an outing with Kentalians. Went to etp. The rain in the morning spoiled all of our moods. Sigh* Thought that we weren't given a chance to go in but then after a fewwwww hours of waiting, and also plus 'emo-ing' at Pasir Ris park, our efforts were paid off. Went in etp entrance at around 2plus and we ride every rides at most to most two/three times. Bahhhh! Overall, i really-really enjoyed that day with bestfriend(s)! I love everyone of you aye. Today went out with sister and Aqeil to Northpoint. My motive was to bring Aqeil to Splash Park but first we stopped at Pastamania to have our early dinner, sister belanja. ^.^ Then i bring Aqeil to Splash Park. I can see he enjoyed himself there. Hehe, cute lil boy. And here i am updating this blog. Someones waiting for me to call, i better be fast. Hehehe, sorry dearest!

I MISS YOU RUZAINI.

-after counting all of the stars at the sky, atlast you did realised that the last but not least star is right beside you. awwwww, hahaha. 12th star.

2010-06-14T00:27:00.004+08:00

I miss waking up and seeing that girl on the left at the other bed inside our room in the Four point by Sheraton hotel at Kuching Sarawak. And also i miss that girl on the right coming in our room at late night and also early in the morning with her roommate which is our dearest junior. Hehehe. Try to understand guys. I kinda miss Sarawak. Eh no no, i miss bonding with my fellow juniors. I miss you guys, i miss our closeness. Hope the closeness stays forever. Will be uploading the pictures taken which is around 190+ soon aites peepos. Be patience.

-I don't mind anything but somehow i do have that j kind of feeling. No, i'm strong. I hope i am. :(

2010-06-12T23:51:00.002+08:00

I'm back from the Sarawak 4D3N trip. Goshzszx, it was the bombz! The trip were awesome and i get to know some peepos better. From which i've never spoken to before, we got along well. I enjoyed myself there eventhough my heart were not there sometimes. Things running through my mind but everything went on as per normal until i've met you. I'm glad that everything is alright now cause all i know is that i love you and thats all that matters. I got to go now cause someone's waiting. Hahaha. I'll get scolded if i'm late. I'll continue talking abt the trip tomorrow aye?

-Menyintaimu seperti mimpi indah yang tidak mahu ku akhiri. Akan ku sematkan semua mimpi-mipi indah bersamamu di dalam hati yang sangat lemah ini.

KU MENCINTAIMU LEBIH DARI APAPUN.

2010-06-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow i'm off to Sarawak. Away for four days three nights. I'm sure i'm gonna miss quite a sum of people. Especially you, Ruzaini. sigh*
Felt kinda down cause i can't get the chance to meet you before i'm off. All i can do is to just sighhhhh all the way. I miss you a loooooot, i can't put how much i miss you into words. :'(
Gonna do a last minute check on my stuffs, thats what my silly gf, Rahziah, asked me and my gfs to do.

"i'm gonna miss you." "alaaaa, empat hari je pe!"*cute face*
stop it with your mate keyro.

Happy 39th, baby.

2010-06-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

hello.

Goshsz, four more days to Sarawak trip & things are not packed yet. Hahaha. Had dance practice just now and it was okay but theres last minute changes of position but overall everyone could catch up. I'm proud of you girls and Shafiq. Haha. Met up with my silly gf, Rahziah. Hehehe, miss her truckloads. Shared some stuffs with her, she's my diary. *winks*
I can't wait for the trip, can't wait for the bonding session. Sheeeesh, going out with gf tomorrow. We're gonna do some last minute shopping spree. Talking about weekend, hmmmmm, someone m.i.a-ing during this weekend. No meet up, no nothing. Boohooooooo. :(
Supposingly to go for family chalet today & overnight but somehow don't feel like going. Sorry cousins.

Jangan engkau ragu, kita kan bertemu lagi.
Seperti indahnya mentari, kembali menyinari pagi.
Kaulah satu, aku rindu~
Hanya itu yang harus engkau tahu.

-you're the one that make me smile. and now, i've to wear bandage. grrrrrr.

2010-05-31T23:00:00.003+08:00

Malay O level paper is like finally over. Fuuhhhh. & now, waiting for the result. Errrrr, i'm feeling nervous for that, for now. Haha. How should i describe the paper? Ermm. Manageable but its hard. XD
Now then i can think about Sarawak's trip with a peace mind. Heehs, gonna miss kentalians. & Faiz going Canada in a few days more. Gosh, take good care of yourself there alright? If i'm not wrong, theres a class outing during this holiday but it'll be held around 20+ June cause a lot of our classmates going overseas. Can't wait! Hehehe.

I don't know how to say this. Haiis, i don't understand my own feelings. Angry/happy/sad/dissapointed. When i'm not there, you say you miss me. When i'm infront of your face, its as if you want to get rid of me as soon as possible. Gosh, what do you really want? Atlast, i've managed to control myself. I prefer keeping all of my angryness inside me then throwing them all out either physically or emotionally. Be patience, thats it. I'll be the happy girl back after being alone, cooled myself down without the help of others.

-Lips burning.

2010-05-28T16:08:00.000+08:00

I'M GOING OUT TO STUDY & THATS IT! BYE BYEEEEEEEE.

2010-05-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I'm bored. Idk what to say, so yeah, tomorrow marks the last day of school. I can't enjoy that much, O level malay paper this Monday. Oh man, i'm really really scared. I hope i could make it, insyaallah. Theres ptc tomorrow & i hope sister could make it. & i heard that theres Sarawak's trip briefing too tomorrow but idk what time. Should i go or not? Hmm, shall ask Mdm Noor tomorrow during intensive revision. & goshhhhh, m.t intensive revision were sucha bore but i kinda like the ending of today. She showed us some malay music video. Hehehe. Bf didn't attend school. eh dear, i miss you soo much okay. Theres family chalet during June's holiday. Idk whether should i go or not. I can't wait for our girls outing to do some shopping. ^-^

I know you're dissapointed, all i can do is to say sorry. Maybe its awkward for us but, idk what to say, idk what to do. :(

-Lunch+dinner=kfc. Hahaha, sepet mengatal, ade orang jealous. Muahahahha. Rest assure, K.L.A.

2010-05-24T13:18:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy.

Yesterday was the blastszszs! Had a whole lot of fun with family members shouting&yelling supporting for sister at dewa&dewi 2010 competition. She won as the Miss Photogenic. ^-^

Haha, all of us are proud of you, sistaaaaaaaa! Theres a lot of celebrities there and coincidently, my uncle were there too, he took out some chairs from backstage for us cos we're damn tired of standing as theres a lot of people there. My sister's bestfriend said that i've gained weight(?) Because of my cheeks. -.- So sad. Hahahaha.

The programme were extended because of the before's programme. Actually dewa&dewi should start at 8 till 10pm but instead it started at 10 till 12pm. Some of the audience went back home already. We were lethargic when the clock strikes 11pm. But nevetheless, i still kept on cheering for my sister. Haha. Everything ends at 12 and i reached home at 12.30am. I can't wakeup the next morning and i gave school a miss. I know i missed a lot as theres malay intensive revision. :(

-Gosh, now i realised how much i miss you. Idky, i miss you sooooooo much right now, i can't imagine myself moving on without you. I miss you soooooo much, please remember your promises aye?

2010-05-22T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I'm soooo freakingly bored right now. Facebook, theres not much of stuffs there. Bahhhhh, i can't wait for tomorrow. All the best, sistaaaaa. Have confident in yourself, i'll pray hard for you. Heeeehs. Lets make the practice we made on Friday night worthwhile ok?

I miss having a glance at my phone and saw your name on it. Either a call or message, it doesn't fail to put a smile on my face. We used to on the phone each night, talking about loads kind of stuff. But now, i don't even remember what stuff do we usually talk about whenever we're otp last time. I miss our past times, the times when we're much more closer together. I miss you, i just miss you a lot. Nevertheless, i'll love you like how i used to, it'll never change.

I wanted to start the first move, but you didn't make any response. So yeah, i'll just wait ok. I miss you guys.

-A different kind of kiss were given.

2010-05-21T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hey, Hello.

School were average today. The attendance was the blastszszszs. Haha, 19 out of 30 students in my class attended school today. There were 11 absentees. I laughed out loud when i get to know that a lot of my classmates were absent. Heeeeeeeh. All we do in class were just the corrections for the papers and also we slacked a lot. Talk crap, play games. Gaaaaaaaaah~ i miss Sha. You should have come, i felt kinda lonely when you're not there with me in school. Its as if one part of me were gone. Awwwwwwwww. Hahahahaha. Starting from Monday onwards, we gonna have a MT intensive revision. Goshsz, i don't like it. I'm nervous for the upcoming O level malay paper. Everyone started to brag about the mt intensive revision when they saw the Post exam activities timetable, hahaha. After school went home straight and waited for bf. After he finished his Friday prayers, met him under this particular block. Talk and talk and then he went back home. I'm soooo bored right now. & i'm having a bad backache. I'm sleepy too, hehehe. Nightszsz peepos.

i love you sooooo much, Ruzaini.

-a wonderful&meaningful day.

2010-05-19T23:19:00.003+08:00

I didnt expect you to go everywhere just to look out for me. You were pespiring and your face were pale when you found me. You were like, "thank god i found her". Hahaha, i'm sorry, i didnt mean to make you panick. Its just that i need time, to recall what happened earlier and whats the reasons for those arguments. I apologise, its my mistake. Thanks for those 'encouragements'.

Do not leave me.

2010-05-19T00:00:00.003+08:00

HEYYA PEEPOS.

Took our last two papers yesterday which is Chemistry&POA(2). Chemistry was manageable and POA, gaaaaaaah, fail for sure, it was an easy paper but i didnt study for it. Thats why i cant do it. Haiis. So yeah after both of the papers were done, we planned to celebrate the end of the papers and also Shamira's belated 16th. She ended her paper early so she went to her friend's house while waiting for her gifts. After we ended our papers, we bought her a cute small birthday cake, waited her at the 'hut' and then surprised her. Haha, babe, speechless? Heehs, i love you girl.

And so theres no school today, marking day. Went out with bf. Had soo much fun with him. Went to cityhall, walked around citylink&peninsula. Then had our lunch at 'QiJi', the food were nice. Hehe, then proceeded to esplanade, bought marshmallow coated with chocolate. Yummy yummy. Took a lot of pictures, might/might not upload all of the pictures here. Or maybe i'll upload it bit by bit. Overall, i love today and i love Ruzaini soo much.

Goshzszs, results out tomorrow.

-When you said you miss me, what do you really miss?

2010-05-14T14:40:00.003+08:00

2 more papers to go, classmate(s).

Hahaha. So yeah, had my poa paper today and i'll surely fail that paper. Hmm, gonna slack the whole day today. Same goes to Ashvini&Rahziah, right? Haha, might be meeting bestfriends tonight. Yeah, i cant wait. I miss our Friday night talk. &&, gonna meet Fatin in awhile. Miss her lots. Met bf after paper, had our breakfast at Syed and then went back home. Watched this scary movie called 'Darah' with bf just now. Goshsz, it was atrocious, i cant help but to hide my eyes using my 'pillow'. Scary, damn violent. I prefer watching Niyang Rapik, got Awal Ashaari. Heeeeeehs, lovely cutey boy.

-It hurts trying to imagine what existed before. Eventhough the whole story is not known, eventhough the story is half told, i can easily use my imagination to continue the story. Lets bygones be bygones, eventhough it hurts deeply.

i miss my cousins.

2010-05-12T17:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

I'm left with Maths paper(2), combined science and also principle of account's paper. Gosh, been sleeping quite late this few days and i hope all of this get paid off with good results. Nahh dont think so. Hahaha. So today History elective paper ends at 0910hrs. Went to have our breakfast together. Then went back home. Reached home, a few hours later bf came then talktalktalk. Then he went back home and here i am. Haha, i'm gonna hit the book next cause maths paper 2 is like tomorrow and theres also physic paper. Gosh! I dont think i can make it. :(
After mye, theres malay O level paper on 30th May i think. Erghhhhhh, i'm scared. After that then can anxiously count the days till 8th June. (B) must be there, or maybe not.

My heart tends to stop pumping when i saw all that, i know its just stupid of me. I felt breathless suddenly. I sighed all the way. Tears rolled down unexpectedly but when i heard your voice, everything just went on as per-normal. It shows that maybe i need you by my side so that all of those negative thinkings will go away, far far away from me. And so, i need you by my side now.

-(^)Read whats there and you will understand.
A purple rose on a shoe rack, blushed and a sudden tears that didn't managed to rolled down. Felt so thankful and special. It will end in a blink of eye, your licence will be re-new soon. Patience is all that needed now. I assure you, the next hug will be a meaningful one.

2010-05-08T23:47:00.005+08:00

Im feeling soooooo damn low right now.

Theres a lot of stuff stucked in my mind right now.
Sad/angry/dissapointed. :(
Idk what i've been thinking lately.
HAIISSSSSSSS.
Berapa berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul.

2010-05-08T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hello All.

Changed my blogskin and im ok with it. Haha, my life is like a roller coaster ride. Gosh, i feel like leaving everything behind and run as far as i could. I cant seems to face my own problem, i cant. :( I need someone to help me clear this mess. Ok, forget abt it. Had our language paper one today. Idk how i did it, good/bad/average? Hmm, supposed to go Northpoint with gfs but bf wanted to meet me, lastmin. Sorry girls. Met bf and then home sweet home. Went chongpang at night with mummy&granny. Saw bestfriends studying at Mac. Haha, i thought they were really studying but instead not. Hahaha. I miss our Friday night group. Nvm, after exams ok peepos? Ok its late, i gotta go. Might be meeting bestfriends to study tomorrow morning. I must sleep now if not later someone scold. Hahaha. & oh ya! Theres family gathering tomorrow at my house. Celebrating Mother's day. Cant wait, cant wait! ^-^

HAPPY 38TH, RUZAINI♥
i know you know that i love you.

-a great/good kisser.

2010-05-04T23:30:00.004+08:00

HELLO.

I'll update since this someone kept on pestering me. Haha (:

I went m.i.a-ing for about a few hours just now. Hahahahahha. It was damn funny. My phone broke down and im terribly sad, haiis. And then im sick. And i went out w/o telling anybody. Except for mummy&gf. Actually i went somewhere, for self studying. Alone. School today were average. Was angry at bf in the morning, and it drags till the afternoon. Im down with flu, from yesterday. Peepos who went for the study group yesterday should know. Haha, thanks for the tissue(S) Nurr. I felt much better when i woke up this morning. Went to school and that bloody flu came back. Ergh, didnt do much during p.e. I sat at one corner while watching the rest played soccer. Supposingly, i wanted to go for today maths extra class but since im sick, i decided to go back home straight after school and rest. I did it, after sleeping for like one hour, wash up, then off i went for my self-study. Hahahahhaha. Before that, my phone broke down on me. How am i supposed to contact people(s)? *SIGH.
So i went studying. It felt so calm when my phone went silent. Haha! No lah of course.

I dont know what to say to you. I understand your problem but, idk. Im in a bigggggg confusion right now. I dont know whether whatever im doing now is right or wrong. Im angry at you, but when i heard your voice, idk how but my anger just went off just like that. Like what i've said, i will go with the flow. Kita merancang, tetapi Tuhan yang menentukan.

-Sorry, but i feel like doing it again. HAHAHAHHA. You make me feel special, seriously.

2010-05-02T22:24:00.002+08:00

HEYHEY.

I still havent start on anything. Homeworks, all not done. Shittttt. Might be finishing up s.s&history hmwrk by today. I've slept earlier, so theres a big chance that i can stay up the whole night. School holiday tmrw, yeah! Planned to go studying with gfs tmrw, im not sure with the guys. &&, i miss bf terribly. Haiis. :(

Met up with the lovebirds just now. Wow, sucha lastmin plan. Hahah, its funny actually. Woke up around 7plus to 8am in the morning because mummy asked me to on some music for Aqeil. Grrrrrrr, and then i cant sleep back. -.-

Went for a wedding reception with family at around 1pm. It was effing hot i tell you, i cant stand the heat. Reached home, i on the fan and then dozed off. Received quite a number of messages but i replied only one of it, was damn tired. And then i continued sleeping. Woke up and Nani's message caught my eye. I was late, its already dark by the time i met them. Babes! I cant wait to go there againnnnnn. Maybe aft exam? Haha. Im feeling soooooo itchy. Legs, arms, body, everywhere! Haha. I love you guys, to bits and pieces. :D

I miss you too, damn much. Idk when is the right time to meet the both of you. It throws a big impact onto me too. I love the both of you, im sorry. :(

-my hair is long, you can do whatever you want hah. bluekkkkkk. atlast, my dream came true. i cant believe you were the person ive been dreaming about all this time. is this fate? im not sure. seriously, ive been wanting to do that a few years ago(?) hahaha. cupcake.

2010-05-01T00:15:00.003+08:00

Hey there.

Excluding Sat&Sun, theres about four more days till mye. Gosh, im scared! Okok, forget about it, school were sucha bore. What happened today? Hmm, usually Rahziah will always go for her dance prac every Friday but theres no dance prac today. So after school met Cikgu Sulastri for the trip thingy then off the four of us to Northpoint. Walked around, kept on laughing&laughing. Copyright some quotes, haha. Girls, you know i know eh. Hahaha. Then went back home. Reached home, slept for a few mins then received a call from bf. Met him for awhile then home sweet home. Sucha boring day, i know.

Sorry for rejecting your offer. Theres always a next time. I miss the both of you, sincerely from the bottom of my heart. ^-^

Had a so called 'studying' session just now. Hahahaha. But mostly we webcam-ed lah. Took a lot of pictures, all Nani's idea. I love you babe. I love my bestfriends. :D

Sarawak trip, im soooooo looking forward for it. Yeahhhhhh~

Sometimes i wonder, why did i trust you soo much? Maybe because you sounded so sincere before. But now, heyheyhey, im sorry but im not gonna treat you like before.

-Its a success, theres a mark, wow!

2010-04-26T21:16:00.003+08:00

HELLO.

Like what gf said, evrything happened for a reason. Cheer up babe. School today were average. Gotten a suprise from bf early in the morning. But its not a surprise actually, he told me he wanna give me something the day before. Haha. Aft reading what you wrote, i felt rather sad. I miss you and the rest. It felt weird, suddenly acting like strangers infront of you guys. But somehow i felt like i dont belong to anyone of you. Rest assure, cause i believe that, "Air dicencang tiada putus"

I enjoyed every lesson aft recess because Nani sat infront of me. Sha, me and Nani enjoyed ourselves laughing non-stop and singing. Nani, cheer up k babe? You have to face all this with a calm mind/heart. Im glad that you actually smiled but i know all of it were fake. Hahaha. I love you babe. ^-^

Its been quite awhile since i last went out with bf. I miss going out with you baby. Maybe aft exam, ok?

-lets wait till i terribly miss you.

2010-04-25T22:34:00.003+08:00

The lovely sisters. Loshene&Ashvini.

Hola.

Attended Ashvini's sister's formal birthday party yesterday at Safra Yishun. It was a whole lot of fun. Got myself ready and met Rahziah&Sha under my blk then we straight away met the rest at ljs. We were late, gosh. Sorry Ashvini. When everyones there, we make a move to buy Loshene's birthday present. Reached Safra, Ashvini brought us to Eatzi Gourmet Restaurant. Had our lunch there. Her father ordered a lot of foods and all of it were yummylicious. Actually our theme suit with the surrounding at the restaurant. Luckily we wore formal if not it'll be embarrassing. After the cake cutting ceremony, all of us proceeded to the pool room. We played pool. It was fuuuuunnnnnnnnn. I had a lot of teachers to teach me for this game. Haha. But i must say, Faiz played really-really well. Ended everything at 4pm then all of us went back home. This part were funny, Faiz said that theres shuttle bus at the new hospital. So we waited, luckily Nani checked the board. It says that the shuttle bus service will start around June. All of us laughed non-stop. Its a tiring but fun and wonderful event. Happy belated birthday Loshene. ^-^ && thanks to Ashvini, for organising this party. Haha.

I will upload all of the pictures taken yesterday at facebook. And yeah, attended my cousin's wedding reception just now. Get to meet Kak Nur&Kak Naw. I misssss them. Hahaha. Ok, im feeling rather tired. Currently waiting for all of the pictures to be uploaded fully. Takecare people. ^-^

It takes time, i miss the both of you and the happiness that we had last time.

-I've been looking forward to meet you at the 4th.

2010-04-22T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hello.

School were average. Had been studying till late night this few days, got tests mah, thats why. Hahaha. Mid year is around the corner, gonna start studying now. But, i cant just let my eyes off the beautifool screen. Haha. Didnt get the chance to spend some quality time with bf this few days, he's busy with soccer while im busy with studies. Sigh, i miss him damnnnnn lot. Might be going out with him tmrw, but i doubt the plan will go on smoothly because he have his own reason. Ergh. So yeah, its confirm that me and some malaydance peeps are going to Sarawak this coming june holiday. Yeayyyyy. I cant wait for it, me and gfs kept on talking abt it. We're damn excited for it. But . . . . I wanna get mye over and done with. Pleaseeeeee. Yana, dont worry kay, i wont forget you. HAHAHA. This coming Saturday, the kentalians might be going to Ashvini Devika's sister's birthday. Haha, babes&dudes, whats our theme? Formal right? Hahaha. So yeah, everyone might be wearing formal. Especially the boys! They confirm wearing formal, i mean the mafiaz. Gosh, i miss Gino already. Hahaha. The girls, not sure yet. This Sunday maybe going to a wedding reception.

Eh, you're not worth my time lah. You started it, i continue. Fair? -.-
You're just a piece of ****. Stupid fellow.

-now, my neck have to suffer. hahaha. thank you for all the 'memorable' or should i say painful gift. but still, i will always love you.

2010-04-18T00:47:00.003+08:00

Heyho.

All of the pictures above were taken when all of us went causeway to actually support Rahziah and Ashvini. But end up, they waited for us at banquet, to have our lunch. Hahahaha. Sorry darlings, we're late. The guys went there with bicycles while the girls board the bus. Theres more pictures but i think i'll upload it at facebook. Yeah, i think thats the last outing we're gonna have with Gino for now. He's going back to Australia soon, haiis. Had a lot of fun and laughter on that day. Hope you had fun with us, dude. Im actually trying to waste my time now, im anxiously waiting for my psp to be fully charged. Wanna put in some pictures inside, sighhhhh* Gonna have my s.s, p.oa test on Tuesday. As for Chem, im not sure. Ergh, i hate tests!

I shouldnt have told you my opinion. I should have kept it inside so i can see further. But i just cant stand it, its killing me inside. I have no rights, yeah i know. But, i just cant explain it to you, im just ashamed. Its a lil small thing okay, why should i care that much. HAHA.

-unstoppable kiss. :)

2010-04-16T12:27:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy.

Gave school a miss today. Not feeling well, goshh. I miss bf sooooo much. Met him yesterday aft he played soccer with his peeps. Oh ya, on Wednesday had our malay oral, i did quite bad. *Sigh.
Nvm, tried calling bf aft oral but couldnt get through. I joined the guys waiting for the rest then saw bf playing soccer with his classmates. Grrrrrr. Haha. It was raining, idk how they can play while its raining heavily. Waited for bf then i get impatience, when the rain started to stop, went to the hockey pitch and waited for bf. While watching them playing soccer, each of their laughter make me laugh. Haha, they used violence. Thats what i dont like about soccer. Haha.

Currently waiting for the rest to finish school. Might be going to causeway point, to watch Rahziah and Ashvini performing. ^-^ Cant waittttttt. And yeah, met Gino yesterday after one year he left us. He looks more matured and good looking now. Hahaha. Took some pictures yesterday when we sat at this hut near the mosque. Shared some stories together. Will post the pictures we took yesterday soon. I think he might be tagging along later. Okay, i wanna get ready. They finished school already. Byeeeeee.

-It feels like i can finally rest my head on something real, i like the way it feels.

2010-04-13T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Ok, the pictures above were taken during Fazil's 16th birthday bash. We had a lot of fun dirtying the place plus cleaning up the place. Hahahaha. You know i know guys, love you all. Planned this for like a week ago. Despite the packed schedule all of us had during the week of his birthday, Alhamdulilah everything went on well. Sad at the beginning but happy at the end. Huahuahua. More pictures at Nur Quraisha and all of us are waiting for her to upload. Hehe.

On Monday:We're supposed to present our history pbl on that day but unfortunately we're running out of time. The first two groups present first and it was the bombszx. Haha. After school went back home with bf. On Tuesday: Had our presentation and i felt relieved. Hahaha. Hopefully to get an satisfying remarks. Thought of not going dance practice but after having some talks with Mdm Noor, both me and Sha decided to go. Instructor didnt come so we did some basic steps of dancing. Around 6.00pm went back home with gfs. Gosh, im having my maths class test and also malay oral tomorrow. D:

-cemburu kerana terlalu sayang.